能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？

Recently i read 1 chinese article that my fren send it to me by email, i found tat this topics really good, so i decide post it at here, share with all of my fren.. the title is ' 能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？'


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這個男孩太傻，為了一個不愛自己的人付出那麼多！....
現在應該很少這種人嚕..若他就在你身邊的話.. 記得珍惜他..
曾在女孩的記憶中，有那麼一個人。「我現在喜歡的人，就是我前面的這位啦！」男孩大聲的說著，指著走在他前頭的女孩。「神經病！」女孩嘀咕著，快速走開那群跟著起鬨的人群，只當男孩拿她開玩笑。直到某一天，女孩收到了一封信。『我是真的喜歡妳！我可以為妳做任何事，只要妳喜欢，我都會去做。一封信就這樣，沒有署名，短短幾句話，但女孩卻知道是男孩寫的。『那你能現在跳到馬路中央嗎？ 』女孩在信紙背面寫上這句話，託人交給男孩。「我能！妳看著。」男孩看了內容，當著她的面衝進馬路中央。只聽見震聾欲耳的喇叭聲、刺耳的煞車聲、巨大的碰撞聲，以及映入女孩眼簾倒在血泊中的男孩。「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」男孩的話救護車高亢的呼聲中，依舊清楚的傳入女孩耳中。「是你們家的女兒要我們家的孩子衝進馬路中被車撞的！」「胡說！明明是你們家的兒子自己衝進去的！」「什麼胡說！他同學說的你們不是也聽見了嗎？我們家的孩子是看了你們女兒的信才衝進去的！」「真的是這樣嗎？」女孩的母親回頭看著女孩。「嗯。」女孩點了頭，淚水也在她低下頭的瞬間，滴上了那張寫著男孩與她的字的信紙，似乎也企圖抹殺掉發生的事實。「你看吧！你們要怎麼賠我兒子的人生！他再也不能打籃球了．．．．．．」男孩的母親歇斯底里的大喊，哭倒在醫院冷硬的地板上。「這．．．．．．」女孩的父母無言。「我要你們的女兒陪著我的兒子，直到他再也不需要她的時候，這是你們女兒欠我們的！」男孩的父親說。「不行！她不愛你兒子啊！你不能那麼自私！」女孩的母親不捨女孩受這種罪。「好，我會陪著他。」在眾人驚訝的目光中，女孩答應了。
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在公園的躺椅上，男孩和女孩靜靜的坐著，輕柔的風撫過他們疲憊的心。「為什麼喜歡我？」女孩開口了。「能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。」男孩淡淡的說。「如果有一天我有喜歡的人了，你會放我走嗎？」女孩說。「我從來沒有綁住過妳，是妳自己不放自己走的。」男孩說。沒有交談了，只有風吹動落葉的颯颯聲。男孩說對了，兩年前在他醒來後，他就解除了約定，但女孩始終將自己綁在男孩身邊，她愧疚，因為她的一句玩笑話，毀了男孩的夢，男孩再也不能打籃球了
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然而故事卻不會永遠都是好結局，女孩的心給了另一個人，沒有給肯為她付出一切的男孩。「你為什麼當初要聽我的話！你怎麼那麼笨！」女孩跪倒在地上哭泣。「我．．．．．．只是愛妳。」男孩說，伸手想將女孩扶起。「我不要你的愛！」女孩甩開男孩的手。「你的愛太強烈，害慘了我，你知不知道啊！你知不知道啊！」女孩歇斯底里的哭喊著。「我．．．．．．」男孩說不出話來。「為什麼是我！為什麼是我！你為什要愛上我！我討厭你這樣！我討厭！討厭！」女孩用盡所有力氣大聲嘶吼，轉身跑了出去。女孩的愧疚太深，她沒辦法打開心結，她因為責任而留在男孩身邊，直到她喜歡上別人了，她再也不能忍受不能和喜歡的人在一起的日子，所以她崩潰了，然而也傷了男孩的心。女孩使勁的跑，用力的跑，淚水模糊她的視線，心中的煩亂讓她沒看對她迎面駛來的卡車．．．．．．「小心！」伴隨著警告，有人推開了她。熟悉的碰撞聲響起，再一次，女孩回頭看，再一次的看見倒在殷紅的血泊中。「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」男孩說，嘔出一口血，昏了過去。「不要！」女孩受不了再一次的刺激，她尖叫，使盡所有力氣的尖叫。「太遲了，肋骨插進內臟，內出血止不住，沒救了。」「那麼年輕就．．．．．．難道真的沒辦法了嗎？」醫院裡的人議論紛紛，句句傳入女孩的耳中，她的淚水決提，濕了她的襯衫。如果她當初能理智一點就不會發生了，如果男孩不要愛上她就好了，她哭，哭的歇斯底里，因為這次男孩真的要離開她了，他現在只能等待死亡。「我想妳應該進去看他．．．．．．」男孩的父親說，他的悲痛清楚的寫在臉上。「好．．．．．．」女孩語不成聲，她只能不停的流淚。女孩進了病房，見到男孩蒼白的臉，她淚水流的更兇。「不要哭．．．．．．」男孩心疼的舉手擦拭女孩的淚。「你好傻．．．．．．」女孩哭個不停。「或許吧．．．．．．這個給妳．．．．．．」男孩張開緊握的手，一封沾了血的信。「這是最後一封了，好好的看好嗎？」男孩說，眼角留下一滴淚。「好．．．．．．」女孩接下那封信，清澈的淚水滴在信封上，混著暗紅乾涸的血。「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」這是男孩的最後一句話，他再也不能待在女孩身邊，他走了，女孩昏了過去。『給最愛的妳：愛上妳，多半是痛苦，我知道妳的心永遠不會交給我，可是我還是好愛好愛妳．．．．．．當初如果知道我的行為會讓妳無法自由的飛，我不會去做。妳知道嗎？只要妳高興，我真的能為妳做任何事。我知道當妳看這封信時，妳已經有喜歡的人了，放自己自由好嗎？

不要在強迫自己留在我身邊，我希望妳能活的快乐。
不要問我為什麼那麼傻。能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。我會一直守護著妳，因為妳是我最愛的人，我真的能為妳做任何事，不管過了多少年，我都不曾改變。』女孩收起了信，她的淚水已經不再流下，男孩離開她已經五年了，五年的時光也讓她從一個年輕的女孩蛻變為成熟的女人。女孩的命，是男孩救的，但女孩的心，自始自終都不曾落在男孩身上。『能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。』

在蔚藍的天空裡，風裡似乎帶來男孩的低語。
女孩不能選擇，男孩也不能選擇，谁都不能選擇。

Gathering for Primary School 2 - Monkey Beach

Due to many probs related to weather, aso postponed manytimes for our plan, finally v decide going to Monkey Beach at 2 Nov 2008...

At first, v tot ll hv around 20++ ppl ll go there, but at the end some of the fren last minutes got important thing to do, so v only hv 12 person go to Monkey Beach only..

As usual, this time v aso meet at Caltex petrol station at 7am then only depart to Teluk Bahang together.. This time go up there, go few already got the experience go to Pantai Keracut de, some of them is the first time join us for jungle tracking wan...

V need to pass few venue then only can reach Monkey Beach, the estimante time ll b around 2hours n 20minutes.. The first venue v reach was Sungai Tukun.. due to there not much pretty view there, plus v just start our journey 15minutes to go, so v din hv resting then continue our journey de...

The second venue v reach was USM Research Centre.. This place hv a long beach, if wan go Monkey Beach, then v suppose ll pass by this long beach too.. beside the beach got few building is for USM ppl come here to make research, regarding wat, then i duno de.. hihi.. since here got a pretty beach, so v decide take some pic at here.. cause wan to show some of the ppl last minutes got thing unable attend this gathering wan...

However, when v so happy wan to take pic at here time, our tour leader, Seang chin keep on finding the way to enter the jungle.. he said he forget where is the entrance, so v all keep on find it, at the end, v found it after 2 big stone beside the beach..

Along the journey, v all got talk, laugh, chit chat, caring each others.. This journey was totally different from wat v experience b4, plus few day ago raining de, so the jungle some of the place is wet wan, plus this not only can call jungle tracking, v aso can mention for it as adventure tour..

Lucky among our group member, v got go to Youth Park hiking as our training for Monkey Beach.. even Youth Park hiking was totally different from Monkey Beach, but at least this time v can noe v really act as a team.. v take care n help each others along the journey wan..

Around 2hours 30minutes, finally u reach the final stage of the Monkey Beach, this is a bridge link from the jungle to the beach wan.. V hv a small rest then take pic there then only go down to our first destination Monkey Beach..

FINALLY, v reach Monkey Beach de.. but when v reach there time, v disapoointed lo.. the heart OS sure ask tat why Monkey Beach no monkey wan leh? haha.. then i ll answer for u all de, if u all wan see monkey, pls go to Botanical Garden then sure hv de.. haha...

v rest awhile at the big stone there, then start eat our Cha Bihun n aso our delicious cheese sausage plus our 100plus de..

After rest at this big stone n aso finish take pic wit this few stone, v move ourselve to more center part of the beach (after zhen feng go to search hv anything at the middle there).. v walk til there, then v rest again while waiting zhen's feng fren come over here to meet us de.. However, while v wait for them, v continue chatting there, then aso continue take pic de.. haha.. cause our this gang got many ppl like to take pic, for example is me lo.. haha..

On the way v enjoy our pic session there, some of us thinking whether v wan continue go to next destination, Muka Head Light House.. cause from monkey beach to light house stil need another 1 hour lo, plus the road is different from just now already, this ll b staircase like wat v face during hiking at Padang Tembak lo.. At the end, v decide climb up to the light house together wit those student from Secret Heart High School... v go up there together, but half way, due to my fren some of them need rest, so those student they go up first de.. v aso kena cheat by someone important for our trip wan, cause he said v just need pass 2 pondok then walk 10minutes time can reach Light House de..

After listen this, v so happy liao lo.. but hor, when v pass first pondok not more than 10minutes, v saw another pondok de.. tat time v tot is wah, so fast near to light house de.. manatahu, tat important ppl in our trip said sorry to us due to his mistake lo.. haiz.. walau er, give us hope but now make us disappointed... but more disappointed thing happen de.. when v go up, tat group of student come down, they told us tat no need waste time n energy go up de, cause din open..

but v din believe for tat, v continue walk up.. when v reach there, there really not open, really make us disappointed nia.. even some of my fren looks like very angry de.. tat time Yeam Chuan keep on calling : 'uncle, uncle' at the end, someone come out open the door for us de.. v so happy for tat even tat brother told us v only hv 10minutes stand at top of the Light House, but this enough for us de lo..

When v stand at the Light House there, v can see srround us aso is sea for Selat Melaka.. The view really pretty til duno wat can describe already.. Plus from here, v aso can see Eagle fly near to us too..

After this all thing happen, we walk down back to Monkey Beach then prepare ourselve wan go back de.. v separate out to 2 team so can fix into 2 boat n back together... After tat, v go to eat something then only back home de..

This time gathering a bit tiring comapred to last time de, but this exp[erience very nice, plus is very worth for us to reach Light House there...

Thanks for the organizer.. wish to see good trip in future...

WELL DONE !!!

Gathering for Primary School 1 - RedBox & Penang Bowl

somewhere near to Hari Raya time, penang state all the time aso raining.. cause of raining, so v just postponed our monkey beach plan first then hv a gathering at Red Box..

tat day v meet up at RedBox at 12pm, this is the first time that i go sing karaoke wit my primary school fren nia.. plus Daniel Jia Sheng aso is the first time join our gathering, but mention to me at first, he go there no wan sing wan lo.. haha.. from our gang, v got some of fren really is good in singing wan.. from our last time Champion, Ms Beh Chuan Ru, til 1st Runner Up Mr Teh Kun Chuan, plus our handsome classmate, Mr Tan Yit Yang, Mr Lee Wei Kuan, Ms Lau Meng Rong, all of this ppl really very pro in singing wan lo.. why they never go to join Malaysia Idol or Astro Talent Quest leh?? waste nia la.. haha..

After finish sing K, the time already show tat 3pm liao lo.. v stand aside to decide whether v wan go to watch movie or continue go to play bowling.. at the end of discussion, v all decide go to Penang Bowl play bowling lo.. When v reach there time, mayb tat day is Public Holiday lo, there already full de, all the lane aso full de.. but v aso decide to wait for tat, cause some of them really wan to play bowling...

when our turn to play, v separate out to 2 team to play in 2 different lane, but some of us like me, ah chuan aso no chance to play cause too much ppl liao lo, so me n ah chuan ll take turn to play which is exchange wit some others fren lo.. from here aso can found tat, u dun see our classmate always study study at house ar, they all aso very active in sports wan lo.. hihi..

After the bowling event, already near to 7pm de, tat time i aso not free cause tat time my grandpa's birthday, will hv dinner at Chinese Recreation Club (CRC), so v all aso din hv others programs, everyone go back home themselve de..

Act Raya Day, our plan is for Monkey Beach wan, but due to bad weather, so v only change to sing K n play bowling, but this aso fun too.. cause v never got this kind of gathering among our primary schoolmate... Monkey Beach v aso decide to go in there during 2 Nov 2008..

See you all tat time...

What happen to me ??

haiz...

duno wat happen to me this few weeks?? i can sleep very early, but when wake up n going to office, i can feel sleepy during office hours aso..

recently i really feel myself tat too tired of my life de.. no mood to work, no mood for sports, seems like my life totally no goal, no vision n no mission..

recall back wat i had did this few weeks, is nothing much special life compare to last time.. basketball aso stil the same wit last time, every mon, wed n fri aso the same as last time.. just mayb this few weeks i extra hv futsal, hiking n badminton this all few activities.. even this few activities ll make me tired of tat time, but i stil very enjoy wit my time at there.. ll this extra thing make myself too tired ?

should i get a holiday? should i go out to walk walk to refresh myself?

I REALLY TIRED OF MY LIFE... who can help me? haiz..

孙国庆

小弟本名是孙国庆，但是很多人问我为何我家人会把我的名字取为国庆？？其实啊，我本身都不知道原因，但是这是我爸过世的生母在生前为我取的。。因为如此，我一年有三次的生日。。哈哈哈哈。。

活到今天也二十多年了，好命的话早就成家了，事业也应该会有一点点的成就了。。但是如今的我还是如此的失败，一无所有，事业无成。。我名下产业也只有一台笔记型电脑。。真是：人也没，钱也没。

“不经一事，不长一知”这一句话对我来说，这两三年我才领悟它的原意。。这几年，我本身以及身边的人发生了一些事情，导致我对人生观改变了不少。。

我的人生到了今天，最失败的也只是那两件事而已，就是爱情与事业。。

事业对一个男人是非常重要的。。而我是一个事业无成的一个男人。。从学院毕业到现在，我一共换了四份工。。老实讲，这些工里，没有一份是和我在学院学的东西有直接的关系。。但是我却很满意在这些工里。。但是近来我的脑海里浮现了我长久以来的计划，我妈和爸也算是一个很了解我的人，我本身在想如果第一个计划泡汤的话，我只好选择第二的计划。我想这些计划也只有她知道。。以前的我不会珍惜机会，现在的我一有机会就要好好握紧。。

许多人说我到这一年龄，还是一无所有，没车没房没现金是非常难再找到一段新的恋情了。其实我同意这说法。。那会有女生会去爱上一个什么都没有的男人呢？？

其实我这人很贱。以前有很爱我的人，但是那时的我还不懂事，结果伤害了无数女生的心。。最近才结束了一场半长距离的爱情。。虽然在一起的时间不长，但是她让我感到非常高兴是因为我们都有用心去爱对方。。虽然结局不是我们想要的，但是我想说我从来没有怪你，所以请您不要在对我说对不起了。。我只希望你可以快乐和他过生活就可以乐，照顾你自己和记得我告诉你的东西。。

现在的我时常告诉其他人，要珍惜你身边爱你的以及你爱的人，不要等到失去了，才来后悔也没用了。。有些人总是说我很花心，时常换女友，身边的女生时常都不一样的。。我问心无愧，朋友多，并不代表女友多，好不好？还有也有一些好笑的朋友，每当我失恋，他们一定会说我有很多女性朋友，一定很快有另一女友了。。谢谢你们看得起我，但是我不是每一个女生都回去喜欢。。

今天不知明天事。。这是我最近做人的原里。。因为我们根本不会知道说明天的我会是什么，所以我都会以最开心的心情去过每一天。。

Love

爱一人
如果你不爱一个人,
请放手
好让别人有机会爱她
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的

人生中有许多种
但别让自己让
成为一种伤害
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱 一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了
如果真诚是一种伤害,我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,我选择离开
如果失去是苦 你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦 你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦 你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦 你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦

U

This morning when i saw u online, i so happy.. at the end, i stil can chat wit u again.. tat time my heart told me is i should happy or should worry to u ?

at the end, i chat wit u de.. when i get noe tat u n him now already become couple de, my heart duno should happy or should sad.. happy is cause finally u n him can together, u found someone tat u can depends on ur life de.. sad cause i noe finally my dreams all gone de.. u no longer belongs to me liao..

not i no wan tell u all the thing tat girl tell me.. is just i noe now u n him together de, i should respect ur bf.. i shouldn't said something bad bout ur bf wan..tat girl told me all the thing aso is bad thing related to ur bf wan.. tat's why i choose to keep silent.. but at the end, i aso said some of tat to u.. but cant said some, mostly the part all i noe, i already tell u de.. u should noe this thing.. he should tell u all the thing..

jsut now, when i login my friendster, i saw my profile again.. from wat u tell me recently, i think it again n again n again .. i duno whether v stil can together back in future or not, but for respect u, i guess i should delete the thing which is i post at friendster de.. even i really no wan go to delete, but i aso need to delete, cause now u no longer belongs to Mr Alex Soon Kok Kheng de.. ur bf name not this wan de.. so when i delete the feature frens there, the slide show, i so so so so so sad for tat.. i duno the reason why u no wan delete all the thing inside friendster, i aso remember i said tat i wont delete all the thing first, i ll wait u delete first then only i delete wan.. but at the end, i delete first..

u tell me tat u ll responsible for all the action n decision tat u make b4.. now i wan tell u is no matter u choose is me or him or others guys, once u stay happy, the enough de.. u r the one tat i cant put down even break for 2 weeks de.. this is not others reason, cause i stil love u, i worry to u... i understand u so much, u understand me so much, both of us aso got 1 same point, v wan worry to each others, but v din hope our couple to worry for us.. mayb now u worry to me just from the frens side only, no matter how, i worry to u cause i act u is my lovely..

虽然我不舍得，但是我是需要很大方的祝福你和他有一个很美满的恋情。。
记得，要珍惜你身边的他。。

分手的第八天

今天是我们和平分手的第八天。

过了一个星期了，你现在在哪里呢？好想打个电话，传简讯给你，但是我还是没有办到。这是因为怕打扰你和他。。每有你的日子，我还是照我的生活习惯的过我的日子，但是没有了你，我的生活不再那麽的精彩，我的时间总是走的特别慢。

我时常我不经意的想问，你最近好吗？今天的你吃饱了吗？今天的你开心吗？

这段日子里，上网friendster以及facebook，对我来讲已经没有了乐趣。。我每天上网还只是想看看你的照片。。每天期待你会传简讯给我，还是和我连系，让我知道你的现况。。虽然我知道这些是不可能会再发生了，但是我还是会在这等你连络我。。

Lonely

Lonely man missing his lover.If you could shop for loneliness,would you shop alone?
Would you shop among many,or would there even be any?And if you were to find loneliness,sitting there upon a shelf.
Would you be willing to pay the price,for the seclusion of ones self?We spite the feel of loneliness.Although it is quite real.
We can't quite escape the darkness and self pity,that loneliness makes us feelLoneliness often makes us think of familyand mistakes we've made in life.
My loneliness comes most often,when I think about my lover.

s@dn3sS

Sadness is a feeling - it's one of the many normal human emotions, or moods, we all have.
Sadness is the emotion people feel when they've lost something important, or when they have been disappointed about something, or when something sad has happened to them or to someone else. When they're lonely, people often feel sad.
When you're sad, the world may seem dark and unfriendly. You might feel like you have nothing to look forward to. The hurt deep inside may crush your usually good mood.Sadness makes you feel like crying, and sometimes the tears are hard to stop. Crying often makes you feel better.
Sometimes when your mood is sad, you just feel like being alone for a little while. Or you might want someone to comfort you or just keep you company while you go through the sad feeling. Talking about what has made you sad usually helps the sad feeling melt away.
When sadness starts to go away, it can feel like a heavy blanket is being lifted from your shoulders.