能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？

Recently i read 1 chinese article that my fren send it to me by email, i found tat this topics really good, so i decide post it at here, share with all of my fren.. the title is ' 能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？'


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這個男孩太傻，為了一個不愛自己的人付出那麼多！....
現在應該很少這種人嚕..若他就在你身邊的話.. 記得珍惜他..
曾在女孩的記憶中，有那麼一個人。「我現在喜歡的人，就是我前面的這位啦！」男孩大聲的說著，指著走在他前頭的女孩。「神經病！」女孩嘀咕著，快速走開那群跟著起鬨的人群，只當男孩拿她開玩笑。直到某一天，女孩收到了一封信。『我是真的喜歡妳！我可以為妳做任何事，只要妳喜欢，我都會去做。一封信就這樣，沒有署名，短短幾句話，但女孩卻知道是男孩寫的。『那你能現在跳到馬路中央嗎？ 』女孩在信紙背面寫上這句話，託人交給男孩。「我能！妳看著。」男孩看了內容，當著她的面衝進馬路中央。只聽見震聾欲耳的喇叭聲、刺耳的煞車聲、巨大的碰撞聲，以及映入女孩眼簾倒在血泊中的男孩。「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」男孩的話救護車高亢的呼聲中，依舊清楚的傳入女孩耳中。「是你們家的女兒要我們家的孩子衝進馬路中被車撞的！」「胡說！明明是你們家的兒子自己衝進去的！」「什麼胡說！他同學說的你們不是也聽見了嗎？我們家的孩子是看了你們女兒的信才衝進去的！」「真的是這樣嗎？」女孩的母親回頭看著女孩。「嗯。」女孩點了頭，淚水也在她低下頭的瞬間，滴上了那張寫著男孩與她的字的信紙，似乎也企圖抹殺掉發生的事實。「你看吧！你們要怎麼賠我兒子的人生！他再也不能打籃球了．．．．．．」男孩的母親歇斯底里的大喊，哭倒在醫院冷硬的地板上。「這．．．．．．」女孩的父母無言。「我要你們的女兒陪著我的兒子，直到他再也不需要她的時候，這是你們女兒欠我們的！」男孩的父親說。「不行！她不愛你兒子啊！你不能那麼自私！」女孩的母親不捨女孩受這種罪。「好，我會陪著他。」在眾人驚訝的目光中，女孩答應了。
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在公園的躺椅上，男孩和女孩靜靜的坐著，輕柔的風撫過他們疲憊的心。「為什麼喜歡我？」女孩開口了。「能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。」男孩淡淡的說。「如果有一天我有喜歡的人了，你會放我走嗎？」女孩說。「我從來沒有綁住過妳，是妳自己不放自己走的。」男孩說。沒有交談了，只有風吹動落葉的颯颯聲。男孩說對了，兩年前在他醒來後，他就解除了約定，但女孩始終將自己綁在男孩身邊，她愧疚，因為她的一句玩笑話，毀了男孩的夢，男孩再也不能打籃球了
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然而故事卻不會永遠都是好結局，女孩的心給了另一個人，沒有給肯為她付出一切的男孩。「你為什麼當初要聽我的話！你怎麼那麼笨！」女孩跪倒在地上哭泣。「我．．．．．．只是愛妳。」男孩說，伸手想將女孩扶起。「我不要你的愛！」女孩甩開男孩的手。「你的愛太強烈，害慘了我，你知不知道啊！你知不知道啊！」女孩歇斯底里的哭喊著。「我．．．．．．」男孩說不出話來。「為什麼是我！為什麼是我！你為什要愛上我！我討厭你這樣！我討厭！討厭！」女孩用盡所有力氣大聲嘶吼，轉身跑了出去。女孩的愧疚太深，她沒辦法打開心結，她因為責任而留在男孩身邊，直到她喜歡上別人了，她再也不能忍受不能和喜歡的人在一起的日子，所以她崩潰了，然而也傷了男孩的心。女孩使勁的跑，用力的跑，淚水模糊她的視線，心中的煩亂讓她沒看對她迎面駛來的卡車．．．．．．「小心！」伴隨著警告，有人推開了她。熟悉的碰撞聲響起，再一次，女孩回頭看，再一次的看見倒在殷紅的血泊中。「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」男孩說，嘔出一口血，昏了過去。「不要！」女孩受不了再一次的刺激，她尖叫，使盡所有力氣的尖叫。「太遲了，肋骨插進內臟，內出血止不住，沒救了。」「那麼年輕就．．．．．．難道真的沒辦法了嗎？」醫院裡的人議論紛紛，句句傳入女孩的耳中，她的淚水決提，濕了她的襯衫。如果她當初能理智一點就不會發生了，如果男孩不要愛上她就好了，她哭，哭的歇斯底里，因為這次男孩真的要離開她了，他現在只能等待死亡。「我想妳應該進去看他．．．．．．」男孩的父親說，他的悲痛清楚的寫在臉上。「好．．．．．．」女孩語不成聲，她只能不停的流淚。女孩進了病房，見到男孩蒼白的臉，她淚水流的更兇。「不要哭．．．．．．」男孩心疼的舉手擦拭女孩的淚。「你好傻．．．．．．」女孩哭個不停。「或許吧．．．．．．這個給妳．．．．．．」男孩張開緊握的手，一封沾了血的信。「這是最後一封了，好好的看好嗎？」男孩說，眼角留下一滴淚。「好．．．．．．」女孩接下那封信，清澈的淚水滴在信封上，混著暗紅乾涸的血。「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」這是男孩的最後一句話，他再也不能待在女孩身邊，他走了，女孩昏了過去。『給最愛的妳：愛上妳，多半是痛苦，我知道妳的心永遠不會交給我，可是我還是好愛好愛妳．．．．．．當初如果知道我的行為會讓妳無法自由的飛，我不會去做。妳知道嗎？只要妳高興，我真的能為妳做任何事。我知道當妳看這封信時，妳已經有喜歡的人了，放自己自由好嗎？

不要在強迫自己留在我身邊，我希望妳能活的快乐。
不要問我為什麼那麼傻。能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。我會一直守護著妳，因為妳是我最愛的人，我真的能為妳做任何事，不管過了多少年，我都不曾改變。』女孩收起了信，她的淚水已經不再流下，男孩離開她已經五年了，五年的時光也讓她從一個年輕的女孩蛻變為成熟的女人。女孩的命，是男孩救的，但女孩的心，自始自終都不曾落在男孩身上。『能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。』

在蔚藍的天空裡，風裡似乎帶來男孩的低語。
女孩不能選擇，男孩也不能選擇，谁都不能選擇。

Gathering for Primary School 2 - Monkey Beach

Due to many probs related to weather, aso postponed manytimes for our plan, finally v decide going to Monkey Beach at 2 Nov 2008...

At first, v tot ll hv around 20++ ppl ll go there, but at the end some of the fren last minutes got important thing to do, so v only hv 12 person go to Monkey Beach only..

As usual, this time v aso meet at Caltex petrol station at 7am then only depart to Teluk Bahang together.. This time go up there, go few already got the experience go to Pantai Keracut de, some of them is the first time join us for jungle tracking wan...

V need to pass few venue then only can reach Monkey Beach, the estimante time ll b around 2hours n 20minutes.. The first venue v reach was Sungai Tukun.. due to there not much pretty view there, plus v just start our journey 15minutes to go, so v din hv resting then continue our journey de...

The second venue v reach was USM Research Centre.. This place hv a long beach, if wan go Monkey Beach, then v suppose ll pass by this long beach too.. beside the beach got few building is for USM ppl come here to make research, regarding wat, then i duno de.. hihi.. since here got a pretty beach, so v decide take some pic at here.. cause wan to show some of the ppl last minutes got thing unable attend this gathering wan...

However, when v so happy wan to take pic at here time, our tour leader, Seang chin keep on finding the way to enter the jungle.. he said he forget where is the entrance, so v all keep on find it, at the end, v found it after 2 big stone beside the beach..

Along the journey, v all got talk, laugh, chit chat, caring each others.. This journey was totally different from wat v experience b4, plus few day ago raining de, so the jungle some of the place is wet wan, plus this not only can call jungle tracking, v aso can mention for it as adventure tour..

Lucky among our group member, v got go to Youth Park hiking as our training for Monkey Beach.. even Youth Park hiking was totally different from Monkey Beach, but at least this time v can noe v really act as a team.. v take care n help each others along the journey wan..

Around 2hours 30minutes, finally u reach the final stage of the Monkey Beach, this is a bridge link from the jungle to the beach wan.. V hv a small rest then take pic there then only go down to our first destination Monkey Beach..

FINALLY, v reach Monkey Beach de.. but when v reach there time, v disapoointed lo.. the heart OS sure ask tat why Monkey Beach no monkey wan leh? haha.. then i ll answer for u all de, if u all wan see monkey, pls go to Botanical Garden then sure hv de.. haha...

v rest awhile at the big stone there, then start eat our Cha Bihun n aso our delicious cheese sausage plus our 100plus de..

After rest at this big stone n aso finish take pic wit this few stone, v move ourselve to more center part of the beach (after zhen feng go to search hv anything at the middle there).. v walk til there, then v rest again while waiting zhen's feng fren come over here to meet us de.. However, while v wait for them, v continue chatting there, then aso continue take pic de.. haha.. cause our this gang got many ppl like to take pic, for example is me lo.. haha..

On the way v enjoy our pic session there, some of us thinking whether v wan continue go to next destination, Muka Head Light House.. cause from monkey beach to light house stil need another 1 hour lo, plus the road is different from just now already, this ll b staircase like wat v face during hiking at Padang Tembak lo.. At the end, v decide climb up to the light house together wit those student from Secret Heart High School... v go up there together, but half way, due to my fren some of them need rest, so those student they go up first de.. v aso kena cheat by someone important for our trip wan, cause he said v just need pass 2 pondok then walk 10minutes time can reach Light House de..

After listen this, v so happy liao lo.. but hor, when v pass first pondok not more than 10minutes, v saw another pondok de.. tat time v tot is wah, so fast near to light house de.. manatahu, tat important ppl in our trip said sorry to us due to his mistake lo.. haiz.. walau er, give us hope but now make us disappointed... but more disappointed thing happen de.. when v go up, tat group of student come down, they told us tat no need waste time n energy go up de, cause din open..

but v din believe for tat, v continue walk up.. when v reach there, there really not open, really make us disappointed nia.. even some of my fren looks like very angry de.. tat time Yeam Chuan keep on calling : 'uncle, uncle' at the end, someone come out open the door for us de.. v so happy for tat even tat brother told us v only hv 10minutes stand at top of the Light House, but this enough for us de lo..

When v stand at the Light House there, v can see srround us aso is sea for Selat Melaka.. The view really pretty til duno wat can describe already.. Plus from here, v aso can see Eagle fly near to us too..

After this all thing happen, we walk down back to Monkey Beach then prepare ourselve wan go back de.. v separate out to 2 team so can fix into 2 boat n back together... After tat, v go to eat something then only back home de..

This time gathering a bit tiring comapred to last time de, but this exp[erience very nice, plus is very worth for us to reach Light House there...

Thanks for the organizer.. wish to see good trip in future...

WELL DONE !!!

Gathering for Primary School 1 - RedBox & Penang Bowl

somewhere near to Hari Raya time, penang state all the time aso raining.. cause of raining, so v just postponed our monkey beach plan first then hv a gathering at Red Box..

tat day v meet up at RedBox at 12pm, this is the first time that i go sing karaoke wit my primary school fren nia.. plus Daniel Jia Sheng aso is the first time join our gathering, but mention to me at first, he go there no wan sing wan lo.. haha.. from our gang, v got some of fren really is good in singing wan.. from our last time Champion, Ms Beh Chuan Ru, til 1st Runner Up Mr Teh Kun Chuan, plus our handsome classmate, Mr Tan Yit Yang, Mr Lee Wei Kuan, Ms Lau Meng Rong, all of this ppl really very pro in singing wan lo.. why they never go to join Malaysia Idol or Astro Talent Quest leh?? waste nia la.. haha..

After finish sing K, the time already show tat 3pm liao lo.. v stand aside to decide whether v wan go to watch movie or continue go to play bowling.. at the end of discussion, v all decide go to Penang Bowl play bowling lo.. When v reach there time, mayb tat day is Public Holiday lo, there already full de, all the lane aso full de.. but v aso decide to wait for tat, cause some of them really wan to play bowling...

when our turn to play, v separate out to 2 team to play in 2 different lane, but some of us like me, ah chuan aso no chance to play cause too much ppl liao lo, so me n ah chuan ll take turn to play which is exchange wit some others fren lo.. from here aso can found tat, u dun see our classmate always study study at house ar, they all aso very active in sports wan lo.. hihi..

After the bowling event, already near to 7pm de, tat time i aso not free cause tat time my grandpa's birthday, will hv dinner at Chinese Recreation Club (CRC), so v all aso din hv others programs, everyone go back home themselve de..

Act Raya Day, our plan is for Monkey Beach wan, but due to bad weather, so v only change to sing K n play bowling, but this aso fun too.. cause v never got this kind of gathering among our primary schoolmate... Monkey Beach v aso decide to go in there during 2 Nov 2008..

See you all tat time...